epic sleepover ended in tears & constant complaining

my bestfriend came over friday march 8th to spend the night with me. we were hanging out and having fun, I was ready for bed at like 11:30pm. but the damned internet kept me awake and she was skyping people & we stayed up all night and all day today and ugh sleep deprived is a serious illness. don't mistake it for something small and irrelevant. this mess have exhaustion a whole new meaning!
ready for bed !!!!!

anybody else get this feeling?

when I go outside late at night to have a cigarette, I feel like I'm being watched & I hear noises. hm, am I crazy or do I just watch entirely too much television. supernatural to be exact.

left and right people keep leaving me.

I don't think I can do this anymore. one person can only take so much hurt before it starts to eat away at them.

the difference between boys and men.

boys play little head games and they dot keep promises and they don't mean what they say. men know what they want and they do whatever it takes to obtain what they want. I want a man not a boy.

Best friend's house(:

I've been at my best friends house for almost three days straight(: I feel like I should be sick of her but I'm not. Ive had fun over here with my second family. :3

Christmas is such a wonderful time of the year.

I love Christmas, if you didn’t know that. Christmas is my favorite holiday hands down. I love being with family, I love baking cookies ((although this year not so much because I’m on a diet and it’s so hard to stick to a diet when there are just so many delicious cookies everywhere!)) I love going to holiday parties, I love presents. It’s just all in all the best time of the year. This year is even more special because I am now dating the most amazing guy! <3 Well, that’s all folks. I’ll post more after Christmas! Merry Christmas & Happy New Year. Love you all, Kat.

Last Night Was Great.

I cammed with a hot british guy for like an hour or so. Then I cammed with Sammie, my sexy soldier man. (: It was great. :3